Sunday, December 16, 2018

Ruby Hood 2.0



Part I
Chapter 1
Ready for this week’s classes to end, Ruby Hood let the list on her latest mix tape play through her head aimlessly. Doodling in her notebook, she thought about the dance tomorrow night. The perfect black dress hung in her closet, waiting to be worn. And her Grandmother had lent her beautiful diamond teardrop earrings... Lost in thought, she didn’t hear her name, the first time or the second, but she did feel the pencil tip in her back, “What the…” She whispered, craning her neck to look at her best friend, Lily Fair.
“Pssst … Rue … question time.” Lily whispered. “You’re up.”
“Ruby, as I just asked, twice, what’s your take on the motivations of the main character Scarlett?” The literature teacher, asked through clenched teeth.
 “Well, Mrs. Armstrong, I think she’s motivated by anger and resentment at being left alone to fend for herself, but it has made her a stronger and better person, even if she has yet to realize it,” Ruby rattled off, sitting a taller and giving her teacher an award-winning smile which reached all the way up to her dark almond shaped eyes. Ruby had a slight obsession, some called it an unnatural love of books, but she loved finding solace in other fictional worlds. Worlds where she often felt more comfortable than in her own. Even in the honors class, kids were struggling with the assigned pages every night, but not Ruby. She read for fun, often time for many hours night. As a result, she knew the answers to every possible Gone with the Wind question before they were asked.
“That’s a great analysis, Ruby.” Mrs. Armstrong said before she turned to write all of Ruby’s points on the board.
“Book nerd,” Lily added in a low whisper that only Ruby could hear.  
 “And who would you cheat off if I weren’t?” Ruby twisted around and gave her friend a wink.
“Too true,” Lily said, sticking out her tongue at her friend and stifling her giggles.
The bell rang, before Mrs. Armstrong could finish the notes on the board. Neither the bell or the weekend’s Homecoming festivities deterred her from trying to power through her lecture. She shouted over the frenzied hustle and bustle of restless honors students, gathering their things and headed toward the door. Finally, she gave up, as Ruby walked passed, “Miss Hood, a moment, please?”
“Of course,” Ruby said, stepping out of the way as she pushed back a stray blonde hair, escaped from her ponytail, behind her ear. “Meet you at the car,” She said to Lily as she passed, then turned back to her teacher, “Yes, ma’am?”
“That was an impressive insight into the main character that you just gave, especially only 600 pages in. How do you like Gone with the Wind so far?”
“Well, I’ve actually read it three times. The first time I was intrigued. I definitely enjoyed it more the second time, but it wasn’t until the third time, I actually picked up some subtle foreshadowing. It’s well-written. A classic. I love it, especially the overall plot and character development. Plus, the author wrapped it up nicely at the end.” Ruby said, her dark eyes met Mrs. Armstrong’s gaze.
“You’ve read Gone with the Wind three times?” Mrs. Armstrong asked, flabbergasted. You’ve read a 960-page book three times already? The rest of the class is on page 600 but you’ve read it three times?”
“Yes,” Ruby said, nodding, then shrugged. “I liked it, so I kept reading and rereading. The third time, I was mostly bored…and needed something to read.”
“Well, I’m sorry you’re bored.” Mrs. Armstrong’s shoulders slumped in defeat, pushing a stray lock of her mousey brown hair out of her eyes. “I’ll make sure you always have something else to read and maybe some enrichment assignments for you. Now, enjoy Homecoming and have a nice weekend, Miss Hood,” Mrs. Armstrong replied, turning her attention back to the paperwork on her desk.
“Perfect, thanks. Have a nice weekend, Mrs. Armstrong,” Ruby said, giving her teacher a quick wave over her shoulder as she left the room. She wove her way through the seas of students in the halls and finally out the doors of the Main building and into the pit.
            Woodsville Senior High lay sprawled out below her. The Main building, the first building, was built before central air was thing. The sweltering hotbox housed the English, PE, band, science departments, as well as a few electives. As Woodsville grew in the 70s, the Annex building, was added to house the history, math and foreign language departments. The in the early 80s, a need arose for trade and art classes, so a local wealthy donor built the Olin Building. In between all the buildings sat the parking lot, or The Pit, as it was referred to by every student, teacher and resident of Woodville.
            Keyed up about the weekend Homecoming festivities, restlessness had plagued the 3,500 students and all of the faculty on the campus of Woodville High all week. Tonight’s big game pitted the Woodsville High Cougars against its No. 1 rival, Hickory Grove Beavers. Personally, Ruby just wanted to watch the game, but Lily had conned her into going stag to the dance the following night and she had to admit, she was a tiny bit excited about getting dressed up.
            A sudden breeze picked up, Ruby’s eyes were drawn to the Wood off on the distance on the other side of the school. Goose flesh erupted over her bare arms, but she sighed and shook it off. Cool breezes were in the air, fall was coming.
Shielding her eyes with her hand, she scanned The Pit for Lily. At WHS, books were kept in the trunks of cars once you could drive. It was way better than a locker. Much more centrally located, plus you got to see your friends and cute boys between classes. Ruby nodded and waved to a few folks as she made her way to Lily’s drove a small beat up red thing that back fired every time she came to a stop. It really was a riot. Plus, it got them from point A to point B, most of the time. And it was better than sharing your mother’s station wagon with fake wood paneling.
 “How’d it go, Rue?” Lily’s brown eyes danced as she watched her friend approach.
“Promised me a revised reading list and an accelerated list of assignments,” Ruby said softly, shrugging.
“Oh Rue, you are my favorite dorky, book girl,” Lily laughed as she pulled out a small mirror to check her reflection. Today her red hair was tucked in a messy bun on top of her head to hide her unruly curls. Always worrying about her appearance, Lily brushed some powder on her face in an attempt to hide her freckles, then dabbed some concealer on a barely noticeable pimple on her chin. Finally, she glanced down and straightened her white T-shirt and gray flannel, which happened to match her gray Vans. “I’m just glad someone’s here to keep the teachers in check,”
“I just want my ed…gi…mi…cation, man,” Ruby said, with a laugh, “these teachers owe me that. And you look gorgeous darling,” shaking her head at Lilly’s beautification.  
“Wouldn’t want you to be without a book. Sheesh!” Lilly huffed dramatically, glancing once more in the mirror.
“I know, right? Now you see my point,” Ruby said, checking her ponytail over Lily’s shoulder, and tucking loose hairs behind her ears. She glanced down, bent over to retie her black Converse sneakers, then smoothed her t-shirt as she stood.
“Hey, did you hear about that homeless man they found near the train tracks on the edge of the Wood? I heard he was all mangled. They think he might have been attacked by a bear,” Lily said, raising her eyebrows. “A bear, Rue…a bear…in the Wood. I know you and Grams are nature lovers but promise me you’ll be careful. I couldn’t handle it if my bestie got mangled by a bear.”
“Now, just stop that. You know there haven’t been any bears anywhere near Woodville or the Wood in over a hundred years. Plus, you know the Hood family cabin is out there. Grams keeps an eye on everything that happens and believe me she’d notice if a bear was hanging around. Besides, she’s such a busy body, everyone would know if bears were running amuck. Any sort of woodland creature could have mangled his body after he died of perfectly natural causes, like a raccoon or a vulture…some sort of scavenger.” Ruby’s argument seemed logical. “The Wood is perfectly safe. I’m sure of it.”
“You’re going this weekend, aren’t you? Even with the dead man?”
“It’s the Fall Equinox on Sunday. Grams and I are hiking every year…it’s a thing.” Ruby said with a shrug, “It’ll…we’ll be fine.”
“Promise me you’ll be careful,” Lilly insisted.
“Always, plus I’ll be with Grams,” Ruby said.
“If you say so,” Lilly said, softening slightly before she slammed the trunk closed and linked her arm through Ruby’s. “Now, come on, let’s get this last class over with.”
“For real. History class, then onto Homecoming shenanigans,” Ruby agreed as the pair made their way up the steps into the air-conditioned Annex building. Weaving and winding, the they made their way down the crowded corridor.
HEEEEEYYYYY, COUGARS! ARE YOU READY FOR A FIGHT TONIGHT?” A cheerleader’s voice echoed through the halls.
Locker pounding, and whistles filled the hallways in response, followed by shouts and cheers of excitement. Lilly and Ruby glanced at each other. Sometimes friends only needed a look. They knew who the screeched belonged to, and if they faked left now, they might get out unscathed…
“GIRLS!” The cheerleader shouted as they turned away. The pair stopped in their tracks, plastered fake smiles on their faces and turned around.
“Hi, Kayla,” Ruby said to the “it” girl of Woodsville High. Most girls went through an awkward stage in high school, but not Kayla Wolf. She exuded the confidence of a woman, not a gawky teenager. Most girls looked up to her and wanted to just be noticed by her; while most of the boys just wanted her. As if that wasn’t enough, her family was the wealthiest in town and her father was the mayor. “Girls,” Kayla purred, leaning in to give them super fake air kisses with her perfect pouty lips. Her cheerleading uniform hugged her body better than it should have. “Are you excited about this weekend?”
“Of course,” Ruby said, “who isn’t?”
“True and good,” Kayla said. With a saccharine smirk firmly in place, she smoothed her perfectly layered long black hair. “I assume you’re still planning to stay after school and help with the signs for the game tonight?”
“Yep,” Ruby answered. “Mrs. White’s room after school, right?”
“Yes. And then you’ll also be responsible for bringing the signs to the stadium tonight by 6:00 p.m., okay?”
“Yep,” Ruby said as the girls nodded in unison.
“You guys are the best,” Kayla said, patting them both on the head like obedient puppies before she headed off to shout at some other poor unlucky souls at the end of the hallway. “Heeeeeeey Cougars!”
“UGH! She makes my head hurt,” Lily said as they trudged off in the direction of their last class.
“For real, but that smug ego is new…a pat of the freakin’ head, is she for real?” Ruby said, cringing.
“So demeaning…and she doesn’t discriminate.” Lily added as they continued toward history class. “Dad is mayor. Mom is a well-known interior designer. Twin brother is incredibly handsome. Anything and everything you could possibly dream of at your fingertips. Must be nice to be a Wolf.”
 “I guess, although, I’ll be honest, I’m glad I’m in no way related to Kellan. I have way too many inappropriate thoughts about him.” Ruby said, with a mischievous smile.
“Aaahhh…Kellan,” Lily sighed, and they walked in silence the rest of the way, lost in their own fantasies.
Kellan Wolf made friends easily. The few that had an ill word were fueled by petty inferiority complexes. As the star quarterback, he’d lead the football team to a state championship last year, and everyone hoped he could pull it off again, starting with a win tonight against the first ranked Hickory Grove Beavers. But it wasn’t just his football skills, that had everyone swoon in his company, it was the way he treated people. He made time to skate with the younger kids. He donated his time and money to community projects. He was the type to help a little old lady across the street. He was an all-around congenial guy. Plus, it didn’t hurt he was uber handsome with a killer smile. The girls stopped short, arriving at class. With a sobering look, Ruby waved one of her folders in front of her flushed face to help calm herself down as they both cracked up.
“Come on, let’s get this over with,” Lily said, grabbing Ruby’s elbow and leading her into the classroom. All lecture halls at WHS were large rooms with tiled floors and fluorescent lights. The standard chair and desk combos filled the room for the students. The teacher, Mr. Brown, sat at the rickety desk in the front of the room.
“Afternoon, ladies,” Kellan said with a genuine smile that touched the corners of his steel blue eyes, as the girls walked passed him. All of the football players dressed up on game day to show unity as a team and pride for their school, but Kellan looked especially sexy in his dark blazer and indigo silk tie.
“Hey Kel,” Ruby said nonchalantly, pushing away her pounding heart and some slightly romantic thoughts about him. She slid into the seat behind him with Lily taking the seat next to her. Ruby leaned in and whispered, ignoring her friend’s mortified, beet-red face. “Ready for tonight?”
“You bet,” Kellan responded, turning in his seat. His intense gaze found her eyes and the corners of his mouth turned up ever so slightly, a wicked smile underneath. “Hey, Rue, I need a favor…”
The intensity of his gaze, and the use of her nickname, sent chills all the way down her spine to the tips of her toes, but Ruby spoke steadily. “What’s that?”
“My ah…lit grade…and maybe my history grade… is dangerously close to getting me benched. I’m fine for tonight, but well there’s a big test next week. If you have time and could squeeze me in.”
“Sure,” Ruby said with an easy smile. She’d been tutoring Kellan off and on since freshman year. They certainly didn’t run in the same circles, but they viewed each other as friends, even flirted every now and again. Ruby was always happy to help him out. The last time she’d helped him, he’s gone to her Grams and chopped up all her wood. He was that kind of guy. “I’m free Monday or Wednesday,”
“I’d hoped you’d say that. A true life-savior, you are,” He said, never taking his eyes off her, “Monday night? My place?”
“Monday’s great, but not at the mansion. Let’s make it the library.” Ruby offered. Through the years, she’d never had a problem with Kellan, it was his family. Both his overbearing mom and super smug father gave her the creeps. Her Grams had told her stories of back when her father had been alive, before she was born, her parents had been friends with the Wolfs. Grams had never elaborated why they weren’t anymore, so Ruby didn’t know all the details and she really didn’t want to. It didn’t matter if they were old friends of the family, Mayor and Mrs. Wolf weren’t very nice and she didn’t like them.
“The library it is, away from the distractions of my family,”
Ruby felt herself blush, “It’s not that…it’s…”
“It’s okay, I try to get away from them as often as I can, too.”
“Sure you do,” Ruby said, taking in the Kellan Wolf seated before her. She had to admit, while he was the same, but yet different somehow. Older. Stronger. Hairier. He made her heart skip a beat now, more than before. “You ready for tonight?”
“Yep,” he leaned toward her, letting his eyes linger near a second too long. “And I intend to win.”
“That’s what I was hoping you’d say,” Ruby said, holding his gaze, totally composed on the outside.
“You’ll be there, I assume?”
“I never miss the opportunity to see you play,” Ruby teased. She folded her hands under her chin with her elbows planted firmly on the desk, batting her eyelashes.
“That’s what I thought,” Kellan chuckled, obviously enjoying flirting with Ruby. “I’ll give you a good show,”
“I would expect nothing less.”
“I do hate to disappoint,” Kellan said. “How about the dance. You going?”
“Yeah and don’t be jealous but I have the best date,” Ruby said as she gestured to her friend.
“What she’s not telling you is she has a super-hot dress,” Lily added.
 “Oh yeah?” He smiled at Ruby, but there was a something else in his eyes. “Save me a dance in your super-hot dress?”
“I could arrange that…” She teased, folding her hands under her chin with her elbows planted firmly on the desk, batting her eyelashes. “…if you win.”
“Heartbreaker,” Kellan joked and reached his hand to his heart, “Guess I’ll have to work extra hard tonight, now.”
“Alright, I’ll dance with you anyway,” she said.
“I would hope so, but I’ll still win…for you…” He smiled one last time before turning to face the teacher attention back to Mr. Brown, the history teacher. 

“I said, ‘MORE spirit!’” Kayla’s voice reverberated from the back of the room as she ridiculed some poor sophomore.
Lily and Ruby communicated their distaste silently through eye rolls as the spirit dictator moved from group to group critiquing the student-made Homecoming signs. The she stopped right next to Ruby and Lily.
“Well now, that’s more like it.” said Kayla as her lined dark lips curled into a satisfied smile. Bending down, she ripped Lily’s sign right out from under here and stood back up. “ATTENTION PEOPLE, OVER HERE! This is what a sign should look like! Lily will be around to help you in minute. Make yours like hers.”
Ruby’s brow furrowed as she sat back on her legs, her eyes wide in astonishment.
Kayla bent back down, with a look to Lily, “Go. Go now. I need to talk to your friend.”
“You sure, Rue?” Lily threw Ruby a sideways look.
“Sure,” Ruby nodded agreement, glaring at Kayla, who smiled sweetly at Lily then shooed her away. Lily got up and walked across to the group of freshmen with raised hands.
“Excuse me, but who in the…”
“I heard that you were talking to my brother in history class earlier.” Kayla interrupted.
“Wait. What? I talk to him every day in class,” Ruby said. Confusion clouded her mind as she shifted herself out of the space Kayla had so rudely invaded.
“Stay away from him.” Kayla’s steely gaze only added to Ruby’s confusion.
“Whoa…look here…I don’t know what you’re talking about. We sit next to each other in class. I tutor him…we make casual conversation … it’s not like we go on dates,” Ruby said, cocking her head as she raised an eyebrow.  “And if that were the case, it wouldn’t be any business of yours.”
“I said NO and that’s all you need to know,” Kayla said, getting up. She smoothed her cheerleading uniform skirt, wearing her best phony smile.
“Now just you wait a minute there, sister!” Ruby said. She stood up to her full height of five feet, six inches, squared her shoulders, looking up into Kayla’s mean eyes. Her voice steady when she spoke, “I have no idea what you’re talking about. Again, we’re friendly. We sit next to each other. I tutor him. I say hello and I’m not going to stop, so get over it.”
“Look, little Hood, things change. People change and believe me when I tell you it’s no longer in his best interest to hang out with you. And he’s way too kind to say anything, so I will. That’s what sisters do.”
“Take your self-important inflated ego and shove it. Some of these kids may be afraid of you, but I’m not. I have no idea where this little snit is coming from, but I can be the bigger person and chalk it up to senior Homecoming jitters. Maybe you’re nervous about Kellan playing tonight, but that’s no reason to treat others like crap, and I’m not even talking about me. I’m talking about all these people here making signs. Jeez, how about a freakin’ ‘thank you’ or ‘nice job’, but no, you have to ridicule them! They’re here on their own time to help you out. As for me and Kellan, like I said, we’re friends … sort of. We chatted and joked for three and half minutes today, not that it’s any of your business! Nor would it be your business if I was putting the moves on him. He’s a big boy and can handle himself!” Ruby fumed, causing people to look up from their signs with curiosity. For a moment, the girls just glared at each other.
Kayla’s shoulders subtly relaxed and she smiled a stiff smile, like it was painful. “Oh my gosh, Ruby. I’m so sorry. I’m not sure what came over me. You’re right, I must be overly anxious about tonight. I just want everything to be perfect for my school and my brother,” Kayla said, attempting to place a comforting hand on Ruby’s shoulder.
“Whatever.” Ruby said, folding her arms across her chest, and taking a step back. “And don’t touch me.”
“Awww…can’t we be friends?” Kayla asked, somewhat insincerely, extending her hand in a peaceful gesture.
“Hardly. We’re nowhere near friendship, but I will be ‘friendly’ to you for the time being. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have a sign to finish.” Ruby’s almond eyes narrowed as she took a seat back on the floor and finished her sign without looking up.
Kayla stalked off to the middle of room. “Okay everyone! It’s almost 4:00 o’clock. We need to wrap this up, so the signs can dry. Now get home to get ready to root our team on to VICTORY!” Kayla finished with her best cheerleader holler, and he room erupted in cheers. Everyone finished quickly, placed their signs on the desks, grabbed their belongings and hurried out the door, excitedly discussing the upcoming evening.
“What was that all about, Rue?” Lilly whispered. They were the last two left besides Kayla and a small group of cheerleaders. “I’ll explain later,” Ruby whispered. “Let’s get out of here,”
“Be back in an hour for the signs, Ruby,” Kayla said with a phony smile.
“Aye Aye, Captain,” Ruby called with a salute and stalked out of the room.

Saturday, October 20, 2018

Finger Politics



How do you keep politicians honest?
Finger Politics

A bit tongue in cheek, a bit real world problem solving if you ask me, but I’m a flawed human with a wacko imagination and a demented sense of humor. Read on to enjoy a comedic post with one goal in mind: clean up the dishonesty in politics.

Inspired by looming midterms, constant ads, abundant flyers, intentional misinformation, I’ve developed the concept of Finger Politics.  It’s a bit outside of the box and a tad twisted, but it could be a highly effective way to streamline the monstrosities that have become political propaganda.

In Finger Politics, each candidate…at every level…in any capacity…pledges to stand behind and back TEN issues/policies. Every time they actively go against anything they pledged to do, they get a finger cut off. For example, I pledge to fight to increase funding into public education, but then I vote against it. I do anything to intentionally stand in the way of getting funding into public education, and I lose a finger. (This is not to say I lose a finger if others vote against it and the bill to increase funding doesn’t pass.) It’s about what I said I would do and what I actually did. It’s about our elected officials meaning what they say and saying what they mean, thereby making it easy for the public to stay informed, without the twists and spins of smear campaigns, talking heads, biased news and intentional misinformation. Bye bye, ‘I’m going vote with my buddies’. Bye bye, ‘I’m in the lobbyists’ pocket’. Bye bye, ‘self-interest bullshit’.

FP may seem harsh, but it will make it crystal clear who has integrity and who doesn’t. Honesty becomes transparent. Accountability is in place. Keeps politics a touch fairer for the common folk…those of us that are supposed to be represented. True colors shine through. The guess work. The smear campaigns. The rhetoric. All gone. No need to recycle all those flyers, because there’s no need to make them. In fact, ads will be scaled back to just a picture of the candidates’ face and hands, with fingers held high for all to see. At the bottom all the pertinent information: 

Dale, 7 fingers, 15 years of service
Paula, 3 fingers, 8 years of service
Stephanie, 9 fingers, 20 years of service

On the back of their face/finger card every candidate would have one side to explain the finger loss(es) and tout any accomplishments, like how they kept their current fingers. One card. That’s it. Think of all the money saved and the waste not wasted!

Another bonus? No need for term limits, once you’re out of fingers, you’re out. After all its Finger Politics. Not Nub Politics. Want to keep your fingers? Don’t be a corrupt asshole liar. The simplicity of it. It could be a thing.

Finger Politics, Coming Soon?!?
***Endorsed by Americans Everywhere

Monday, August 22, 2016

Summer 2016

Oh Summer, where did you go?
I haven’t written in weeks…2.5 to be exact (not that I’m keeping track). Normally, that wouldn’t bother me too much, but my sweet summer writing time is quite literally up and I’m nowhere near my 100,000 word/2 novel summer writing goal. To make my own dissatisfaction even worse, I return to adulting and the daily working grind in 1.5 days (not that I’m keeping track). Completely mentally unprepared to adult, I’m also befuddled about where my summer went.

June blew in and BOOM school was over and summer vacation at the lake was A-MAZING! I have only the fondest memories of June…between vacation and writing…it was a sweet stress free time. The Ozarks with the FAM was simply grand, and once I returned, my writing seemed to take on a life of its own…simple bliss.

With July came a barrage of doctors, from dentist to eye doc to annual tests to vets. This is where the summer took a turn for the worse. My dude’s cancer returned after 4 short months. In the exact same place. At the time, treatment options sounded horrid. Needless to say, there were tears (a lot of them) and anger (a lot of it). Alas this too shall pass, and it did. Some new avenues were presented and things started to look up. AND I’m happy to report, while cancer still riddles his body…he has no idea, and I’m not about to tell him… #lovemydog. Even with all the angst July brought, I managed to finish a novel. My 4th. It’s nowhere near ready for any sort of publication, but the story is there, just waiting for polish and shine.

Then August showed up and well…more on the medical front. Nothing serious. Just obstacles and nonsense. Of course, amongst all the chaos, there was time for a splendid staycation with some of my FAVE people from Jersey. Riding high on some summer fun, I was blown away to learn of the passing of my dearest friend’s father, and within a few hours a red eye was booked. I was going home. After a tumultuous 60 hours in the Midwest, I was glad I could be there to celebrate the life of a truly wonderful man.

***Big Kyle, you lit up the lives of all those who knew you. The world just doesn’t make men quite like you anymore and you certainly made the world a better place. You will be deeply missed now and always. May you rest in peace.

Now, near the end of August with the 2016-2017 school year looming, all I can think is that I failed as a #booknerd this summer. One lousy novel written and only five read…not the best for this gal. Time to re-evaluate goals and aspirations. More than anything, my goals are fluid and ever changing as life is unpredictable and I’m a realist.

Re-evaluated Goals

Writing: Make sure to carve out weekly writing time with a focus on the rough draft of Modified. Be patient and let the polisher work her magic on Gems. #onward #dreambig

Reading: Continue with the 2016 Reading Challenge.
***Side note: The list will get finished, even if it carries into 2017. I needed a book that intimidates me and I choose the first seven of the Outlander books as the bundle on my kindle is monstrous. Possibly a little over zealous on my part. #readingismypassion #fluidgoals

Teaching: Positively impact the lives of little humans to the best of my ability. #newschoolyearishere

The unpredictably of life can be unnerving and terrifying at times, but the unpredictable part also leads to some of the most exciting adventures. However, if we continually worry and fret about the parts of the past that didn’t work out, it’s impossible to move forward to reach your dreams. #goalsandaspirations #aimhigh

Until Next time…

Don’t stop Reaching for the stars even when life gets complicated.

Saturday, May 21, 2016

It's All About the Process

Ah, the iceberg photo. I’ve always thought it was a cute little meme. Then I slammed into it head first. The initial pain was excruciating, but the ride has been wild, tumultuous and highly enlightening ever since. It’s all about the process…over time…

A few years back, I wrote and self-published a novella, If the Silver Slippers Fit. At that time, the novella was a huge achievement on a variety of levels, a real feather in my cap. But not to stay in one place too long, I was soon onto the second Ruby Hood.
Nearly two years later, I wrote the sequel to the novella, If the Sapphire Slippers Fit. Time, characters and adventures had passed, and the new story spun its own tale. Sapphires was fresh and so much fun to write. Finally, the rough copy was complete and ready for an editor, another feather in my cap. With any luck, I’d have this ready for publication by the fall.

To make sure there was continuity in the story, the editor read the first installment as well as the second, then asked if she could quickly edit the first one. On cloud nine and revealing in my own accomplishment, I readily agreed, even at $45/hour. After a week, the editor sent me an email, letting me know she was done with the first story and would like to meet to discuss the notes. Anxious to move ahead to the sequel (the real reason I’d hired her), I agreed. Everything was going according to plan.

Then I got the invoice. First, my heart palpitated then sank to the pit of my stomach. My entire editing budget for both books was blown…in one shot…on a stupid little novella that was already published! I was devastated, and now I didn’t have enough money to edit Sapphires. This was NOT the plan! What had gone wrong? To start, I had grossly overestimated the quality of my work, and underestimated the time needed to fix my errors. When the editor used the word ‘quickly’, I should’ve asked what that meant, but the time for rehashing mistakes was over. Suddenly, nothing else mattered except getting my hands on those very expensive edits. Deep down I couldn’t help but think…those edits had better be written in gold and a bit of blood.

The night before the meeting, I reread my story. While I read, I was struck by the mediocrity of the novella. Certainly not what NYT bestsellers are made of.  With an open and very intrigued mind, I walked into the coffee shop the following day. I spent several hours with the editor, poring over 22 pages of edits. First, she presented the plethora of problems, errors, flaws and weaknesses that riddled the story. Some I had caught, but there were more…lots more. I listened…to everything she said, while I jotted notes and tried to keep up with my own inadequacies. Halfway through, I was feeling like a total loser but hoping there was a silver lining to this very gray cloud. And there was. We spent the rest of the time discussing a variety of ideas, solutions and possible fixes for this…MESSS. At the end I thanked her, but my mind swirled with utter chaos. She had ripped my story apart and destroyed my comfort zone. Just a week before, I had a very different plan for my summer writing. Putting my latest WIP, Modified, on the back burner to REWRITE an already published book was NOT part of the plan. BUT everything had changed. My editor had made me think about Silver Slippers from a totally different perspective, and I couldn’t undue that.

At this point, I had to choices: wallow or rebuild. While pity parties have their time and place, they’re no place to live, or spend a precious summer, so #onward to rebuilding it was. With my big girl pants firmly in place, I’ve admitted defeat and failure. I’ve unpublished the novella and quite literally gone back to the drawing board.

Since then, I’ve spent my time creating an entire world…my vision of the Enchanted Realm of Oz. I have notes, character maps, notes, sub plots, drawings, notes, sketches, big plot twists, a brilliant AH-HA moment for the reader, and more notes. I’m 17,000 words into it and nowhere near the end, still building the world and creating character layers. It has completely consumed me. At certain times, I feel overwhelmed by the chaos in my head, but the more it churns the clearer it becomes. I’ve never written at this level. The growth throughout the entire process simply amazes me, both as a writer and a human being. The craziest part? My current WIP is titleless. For today, this massive reconstruction is known as Silver, If the Slippers Fit (book 1). Its definitive title will come…it’s all part of the process. Personally, I can’t wait to see where this Oz iceberg leads…over time…

Sunday, March 13, 2016

Spring and New Stuff

Spring 2016
What’s new?
Life
Just to be clear, I am not a fan of daylight savings. I find it to be stupid and senseless, not mention rude. An hour stolen, ripped from our clutches. In the middle of the night. On a sacred weekend. I propose daylight savings time should be done at noon on the third Monday of March! Let common sense and non-rudeness prevail! Or we could just stop it all together, and let nature lighten and darken on its own. Seems like Mother Nature already had her own system.

On a completely different note (no pun intended), there has been a recent profound musical impact in my life. Music is almost a constant in my life and I have a several stations and playlists I enjoy regularly. But it is rare that a song, a rendition of another song…a classic…will stop me cold, right in the middle of an edit, sending shivers up my spin and a sudden lump into my throat, only to find myself biting my lip to keep the emotion at bay. The voice is haunting, tough, tired, hard, eerie, sad, soft, tormented…it’s so good…

The Sounds of Silence by Disturbed


Current Books
The RUBY HOOD BOOK BLITZES went VERY well! Thank you to all those who participated and supported! There’s still a $25 Amazon Gift card up for grabs. Check out a few of my favorite blogs for your chance to win.


REVIEW COPIES of RUBY HOOD ARE ALSO AVAILABLE from YA BOUND BOOK TOURS.
What’s next for Ruby? There is a third one on the horizon, but it’s simmering on the back-burner while other, new stories are boiling on the front burner.

New Stuff
If the Sapphire Slippers Fit is coming along so nicely! I’ve been collaborating with my east coast counterpart, Jennifer Paquette, in NYC again. We’ve been having a world of fun creating this second story in the Precious Gems Series. Oz. Vegas. Sisters. Withes. Sapphire Slippers.

Excerpt: Prologue, If the Sapphire Slippers Fit
Pouring another round of shots, Giselle scanned the room of rowdy bachelors in front of her. She hoped this private party would pay off. She had a plethora of problems and a little extra cash would help solve one of them. Her latest marker was due, tomorrow. Since relocating to Vegas, she’d developed a fetish for the poker tables. This past round had gotten a little out of control, but she was close to her owe. Between these bachelors and her shift at the demon bar later, she should be able to pay off the sharks, with a little left over for take-out and a bottle of pinot grigio.
Lately, she’d also noticed some cop type hanging around. In the last three days, she’d seen him three times, and it could only be a coincidence for so long. She hoped he was just new to the area, but if he was here for her she knew it was because of her Lightning Power.
Then there was her biggest baddest problem, her curse, the Lightning Power. She’d been letting it get the best of her more and more lately. The pull of the power overwhelmed her, especially when she felt threatened. She’d lost it at a recent poker game when a demon accused her of cheating. Then he’d lunged at her, the power had taken control and within seconds he was fried crispy. It had felt so good to let go, to push the consequences from her mind, and give in to the power, but it had been a costly mistake. She’d given away her tell, and now her secret was out. Word spread like wild fire in the supernatural community; the Lightning Power was in Vegas.
Giselle shoved her hands into the ice, and took a deep breath. The supernatural world knowing about her power was terrible, but the daily struggle to control it was even worse. It was a constant struggle, and if she used the power regularly, or allowed it to use her, it would become a way of life. Then she’d never get back to Oz, to her family. She sighed, letting the coldness calm her prickling fingers. Things weren’t as easy in Vegas as she’d thought they’d be.
Gently biting the inside of her lip, she pushed the anxiety away as she turned to check her reflection in the mirror behind the bar. Straightening her ponytail, she forced a smile and put on her best bartender face. Right now, she just had to make enough money to pay her due to the sharks, then she’d to deal with this power. And hopefully between the two the cop problem would go away.
The red-faced sweaty men began pounding on the table, chanting, “SHOTS, SHOTS, SHOTS!” Fucking bachelor parties in Vegas. She resisted the urge to snort and roll her eyes. After all, she had a role to play and a service to provide. Plus, they had a huge tab and any extra gratuity was always welcomed. After she adjusted her top to make the most of her assets, she grabbed the tray and turned, making her way across a sea of people to serve up ten shots of Maker’s Mark to a table of rowdy men, already half in the bag.
She arrived at the table, served the guys and took a shot glass for herself, “To the lucky couple,” the waifish witch said, raising her own drink in front of the men. The table cheered at her words and toasted their glasses, patting each other on the back and polishing off their shots.
Running her fingers through her long brown curls, Giselle tilted her head back and let the rich full-bodied whiskey slide down her throat. It was one of the few perks to tending bar on a lively Saturday night. A fire ignited in her belly and she gave a small smile. She hoped tonight was a good night.
The French doors into the private room opened. Neon light and the thump of the bass from the DJ poured into the room as a man entered and walked to the back bar. Tall, dark and brooding were the first words to enter Giselle’s thoughts. He ordered a beer, then turned to scan the room. She gasped when she saw the demon hunter’s intense stare cut through the crowd until he found her own. A smirk danced in his eyes as he nodded in her direction, bringing the beer to his lips.
“Axim Walker,” she whispered as her voice caught in her throat and the shot glass slid from her hand, shattering to pieces on the marble floor. Her dark eyes blazed and the Lightning Power crackled at her fingertips. She knew he was here to kill her.

If the Sapphire Slippers FiT
Book #2 in the Precious Gems Series
Coming Soon

On the next blog?
There is always time for books, even if it’s the last 5 minutes my tired eyes see. Coming in the next edition of Latest Reads:

The Girl on the Train by Paula Hawkins
Explosive Eighteen by Janet Evanovich
More by T.M. Franklin
The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo by Stieg Larson
Naked in Death J.D. Robb

After that?

I have no idea. Many plans, but they’re all tentative. Until next time. Peace.

Thursday, December 31, 2015

Good-bye 2015...Hello 2016


Year in Review
WOW…2015 was one hell of a year! My 40th year…10th year of marriage…10th year teaching…TONS of family time and #meaningfulmoments, a new house, a new book and LOTS of writing!

On the writing front, Write More Publications was gracious enough to publish the second Ruby Hood, The Twistedly True Guardian Tale. I also wrote more this year, than I’ve written in previous years and finished the next in the Precious Gems Series, which I hope to have out in 2016. AND I’m currently working on something new, a futuristic fiction set in 2035 after enzymes in GMOs have MODIFIED the people of the world. It’s incredibly fun to create and write!

Clearly, the writing part is great. However convincing people to read a book, and then tell others about it or write a review is MUCH more difficult! Plus, I’m not especially good at promoting myself, but I’m adapting and trying some new things.

There is an upcoming BOOK BLITZ for The Twistedly True Tale of Ruby Hood via YA BOUND BOOK TOURS. If you are a reader, writer, blogger, fan, etc… I hope you’ll consider signing up! 


And, I’ve made my first book trailer for The Twistedly True Tale of Ruby Hood. Check it out…


All in all, 2015 was utterly amazing and I am grateful beyond belief!

Upcoming in 2016
What’s next? GOALS! I don’t make resolutions, but I do LOVE to set goals. Is goal setting about mastering or perfection? Not usually…okay never. I’ll be honest, I’m in it for the journey. Sure the accomplishment or destination is nice, but I have an affection for the trip. Sometimes I make it to my destination, other times I end up someplace completely unexpected. However, I usually have a good time and ALWAYS learn a thing or two. Plus, most journeys are riddled with those #meaningfulmoments I love so dearly.

I do set some very specific goals, but they are always fluid and subject to change at a moment’s notice. However, some are every day constants, meant to provide general directions…purposes…destinations. Here are a few of my absolutes for the upcoming year…
  • Write: as often as possible...if there’s no time, make some
  • Read: at least once a day
  • Live: daily
  • Laugh: hourly
  • Love: every second
  • Learn: every time the opportunity arises


Wishing you and yours a lovely, delightful and wonderful New Year!
Happy 2016!

Friday, December 18, 2015

Holiday Blog with a Splash of Book Blitz

Holiday Blog…You Know…Instead of Nog

Life
With the holidays fast approaching...er...here, I am pleased to announce my Christmas spirit is intact and I’m not going to lie, I am super excited to get my holiday on…some festivities, family, good will, down time from work…I can dig it all! And can’t wait! This year, the husband and I wanted original so we went with repurposed recycled gifts from the local and very cool Blu Marble (seriously, check their stuff out)! In between the merriment, I hope to score some very serious writing time! Here’s the latest…

Writing
Precious Gems
I am so fortunate to have had the opportunity to co-author this series with the lovely and talented Jennifer Paquette! And it has been a blast working on the next installment!

The first one, “If the Silver Slippers Fit”, released in 2014 and contains two stories, each surrounding the same pair of diamond encrusted Silver Slippers. In the first story, Glinda falls through a portal from Oz and lands in New York City. She has to hone her witchy powers and NYC savviness with a quickness to retrieve her sister’s favorite shoes and get back home. In the second story, Glinda’s youngest daughter, Giselle, finds herself exiled to Vegas and her troubles only continue to mount. With her back up against a wall, she’s left with only one choice: accept a huge burden to protect her family, no matter the cost to herself.

In the second one, “If the Sapphire Slippers Fit”, my story picks up right where the first one ended. Giselle encounters even more problems in Vegas until one day she disappears, but not before she sends a cryptic message to her sister, the Chanceloress of Oz. Grace immediately heeds the advice of Glinda, their mother, and their Aunt Elle. Before long she is transported to Vegas to rescue her sister. Grace struggles to decipher the clues Giselle left behind, especially when she finds herself powerless after a teenager winds up dead. Will she figure out the clues and find her sister before another teenager dies?

****I’ve also complicated matters by throwing in a few gurus, a Greek goddess, a Mesopotamian goddess and a sexy demon hunter. It has been so much fun to write, but I’ll admit I’m only halfway through, so any and all, is subject to change.

Ruby Hood
The first two in the series are completed and on the market. I hope to work on the third and final installment soon. All books are available in ebook and paperback. I even have free review copies! If you are interested in reviewing either or book, please get a hold of me, I’d be happy to send a copy your way. In January, I will be running some promo through YA Bound Book Tours. Are you a reader, blogger, reviewer, writer??? Sign up to join the Ruby Hood Book Blitz!


Haven’t read them yet? Need a last minute Christmas gift?


In case I don’t get another post out for a while…
 Wishing you and yours the very best and brightest holiday season!
Happy reading, writing, and holiday celebrating!